Today 01, was split up into 2 to join with 02. No comments about it, not here that is. Well, my PW teacher is Mr Chan, some physics teacher. Goodness, he talks like a bullet train.

Whenever I see the cornflakes I'm selling, I'll think of you guys, about something I said the day before everything crumbled. Well, I guess I can't do so anymore, although I really want to. Now that I think about it, suddenly I have a strong urge to do something about it, but I know I won't be able to change anything anymore.

Next week's outing to - is going to be challenging. I don't even know whether I should go, or whether I'll might just be throwing my face away and whether it's going to be a tough day. :/ It's a place which I hold many dear memories to, and I don't want it to be destroyed over a day. Ah, what should I do. :/

Today Duathalon was open for sign-ups. The very event that I said I'll take part again just after the race ended last year. But with so many problems/things at hand, I don't think I'll be able to take part. :/ I don't even want to ask who wants to be my runner, although there might be people who wants to take part, but ah, forget it.

Ah, on a lighter note, after all the emoing. Mr Gan was super hilarious during Maths lecture today. "Sequences and Series-es" The TA3s kept laughing throughout thinking about all the funny stuff that happened in the last two years. Wedding, lessons, red ink, etc. lol. Yeah, this is about the only thing that can cheer me up today. yeah.

Sometimes I wonder is it because it is happening too often, you'll think that it's okay to ignore it and that something will be done at the end? I don't know I really don't know.

I just remembered that - asked me about us today. I realised that it's not the external people destroying our friendship, it's destroyed internally. She didn't even do anything like what we were afraid she would, in the end it's ourselves, internally.

Lectures were boring as usual o.o but after drinking mocha during break, I felt much better. :) I guess I should start doing that nowadays. :D

Today was a historical day, because I've learnt not to care about all your nonsense anymore. :) Because if friendships were like that, my enemies would be my best friends. All the cards, notes and letters, so I see this is how it turns out? :/ But I'll stay on the brighter side and think positively, but I shan't elaborate.

My mom is finally back from the hospital! Was supposed to be discharged on weds last week, but doctor said her wound a bit infected, need to stay back for further inspection. FINALLY she's back. At least she's doing well now, although sitting up and walking is still a big problem. I have to pull her off the bed using my entire body strength okay. :X God please bless her with a speedy recovery! :)

Today something magical happened in my life. Thanks for accepting me into the -. :) although I know you know we both felt weird, but we still -. It was simply an amazing feeling. Thanks so much yeah? (thank God you don't read blogs :P)

Today's the second day of my mazarin sale of cookies. Sales been not bad so far thanks to many awesome people. Many thanks to every person who bought our cookies/cornflakes!

Today's been full of ups and downs. I don't know what you are thinking anymore either. Just like I was talking to someone the other day, I realise I don't tell you as much stuff as I used to do anymore. :/ but it's only been a mere 2 months. This is quite upsetting but I'm afraid what I was afraid will happen has happened. Well, I can only wait and see how it goes. :/

Got econs test back today. Well, did okay I guess. :) I still can't believe 01/10's new econs teacher thought my christian name was "Econs" when she saw "(Econs)" beside my name. -.- I'm the econs rep that's why the word was there. o.o what the heck. Goodness, she's going to take us till may. ohmygawd. 01's gonna fail JCTs. o.o crap.

*** Reminder to self: Bring jacket tomorrow to school.