already gone.
Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 7:25 PM
oh man tmrw's mazarin camp. don't know to be happy or sad but will make the best out of it i guess. :/ confirm my group many unknown people. o.o never mind. still got high elements somemore. -.- suckiness. i am only regretting it now. i haven't even started packing okay. -.-
last night half the cohord went to send the US people off. it was really heart wrenching as each second passed by knowing that they would be leaving for 16 days. :/ i was asked really weird questions, actually not questions, but question. oh well.
saw this from http://www.bakerella.com/
so chio okay! i want this for my 17th birthday. oh gosh i'm getting old.
ohoh and:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET 16TH
KELLY CHEW TING WEI! :D
hope you liked my present! (: i think that it suits you. have a happy marriage life and i want to be your child's godma okay! love you!
the sadness couldn't be explained in words. although i knew it wasn't permanent, i felt really scared for a moment. at least you comforted me with a few words and i could feel it in your eyes something was different this time. i don't expect much anymore, as long as i can be there, i'm contented. i want this time to be different. it must.
Sometimes we fall down and can't get back upwe're hiding behind skin that's too toughhow come we don't say I love you enoughtill it's too late, it's not too late
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kaiwen: yepps i have changed it :D